hey everyone

just applied for two jobs today.
and started looking at graduate programs.

really makes me think about what i want to do in the future. to be honest, i dont know. but im starting to see that i should probably start doing some tangible things on the commerce side, before i really start thinking about the science side.
argh.
there's so many things that i could do. but until i start taking steps towards it, i wont be getting anywhere. =/
what exactly do i want to do?
where do i see myself going?
sigh.
it seems that on the side of practicability, finding something to do on the commerce/business side is alot easier. and very much more practical. supposedly it will build me up well for the future as well.
the problem is i havent exactly seen myself on the business side. so theres a conflict.
its just that the availability and practicability of doing an attachment in a business-related company seems to be jumping out at me. to be honest, i havent even explored to possibility of me doing something in a science related field. i probably should though. lol

and stop saying that im lazy. ><
its much too convenient an excuse =/
time to make a stand :)

bye for now guys! just had to type it all out to make sense of the things going through my head haha x)