hey everyone.

bleh. feeling really sad and depressed right now. =(

cell was quite horrible today. the guys were like just joking around and showing no respect for my cell leader and like all the girls around. they were like throwing perverted jokes around and stuff. it was so... gah. i cant stand it. why cant they like just show some basic respect? as i dont want them to feel that they need to restrict themselves when they are in church, like that there is a need to behave all prim and proper in church, but still! there needs to be some basic respect right? u dont just anyhow throw around inappropriate stuff and make lewd comments right? roar. what on earth la. but im really glad for my cell leader. like she was able to stay in control, to stay focused and finish what she was intending to do... i dont know. but it was quite disturbing and stuff. like indirect sexual harrasment. >< only like 3 guys were behaving themselves more. though one was kinda also the butt of the jokes... >< rawr. it was just really disruptive. haiz. talking about serious things, then they are still joking around... gah. it wasnt funny lor please! bleh. i think i was almost at breaking point, though i dont think i would really like explode, but still, i needed to tell myself to chill abit xD cos it was really getting on my nerves. humph. where have all the gentlemen gone to? xD but yea. it was really over the top la. like they showed no signs of stopping... >< it kinda ruined what cherie was like gonna tell us and stuff. haha. but yea. i hope the message got through... and that next time cell would be better... though perverted guys aren't exactly gonna chase me away la, but you know... x/

ha. glad to get that off my chest. =x

=)

heys people

wah this week abit more hiong. actually i guess its quite easy bah. as long as i focus on studies and dont waste time on stuff like reading manga, i can finish everything... except abit sian ah. xD hahaha but thats also the reason why i only used the comp like once this week except for today lol. hm but yea. xD

i have a test everyday of next week... sian. although only one is a period zero, but still, tests are important... x/ still have stuff like KA and unite to think about. i reaaaaallly need to arrange my time properly... cannot waste time la. manga is reserved for free time now... but its like im doing revision and all as well now, like im trying to revise each chapter after finishing it, so dont have much extra time. still have piano somemore... i want to go for bsf on mon, but argh. busy. i need to improve my efficiency luh. i think its manageable luh. as long as i dont waste time or procrastinate. xD

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yesterdays message at kinetic was really good. daryl was talking about how we need to create a place where people belong, where people at kinetic are family, fellow brothers and sisters. you know, in a way tha made me really miss di. cos di has always been like family to me. where even though i was away for quite a long time, im still welcomed back by those who knew me. it felt like i never left. but in kinetic, i guess there isnt that kind of relationship yet. i really miss di... =( but i guess while i miss di, i dont want kinetic to be like di. i know that di and kinetic are 2 different groups and they both have their own unique qualities. so when i pray for di, im not praying for kinetic. when i pray for kinetic, im not praying for di. they are both youth groups i am a part of, but they are different.=)
i really feel that kinetic is a long way off from being a welcoming place, but i need to trust God. i need to believe that he will start a new work in kinetic. i need to believe that nothing is impossible in God. i need to believe that we are more than conquerors through him who loved me. all things are possible and i need to trust God for it. i need to believe. =)
i think all God needs to move is a person who is willing to stand in the gap and intercede for a church, for a school, for a state, for a nation. just one person is enough. and i believe it. i really need to just trust in God and believe that through him, all things are possible. and that there will be a revival. =)
i pray for a new work to start through unite. going to koorong on tues to check out books and stuff. to see if there are any thin devotional style books that we can use for unite. hehe. =)
Trust and believe! =)
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hm recently in school all im hearing about is the ball. limo, dress etc etc. lol. and guys asking girls as their date. although alot of ppl asked last yr alr lol.
hm one of my friends was asked. but then cos the guy never ask her himself, then ask another girl to ask her, so she rejected. lololol.
but one sad thing was that one of my friends just broke up with her boyfriend. super sad la. but i have to say it was kinda brewing right from the start in a way... =/ but it means that the ball is kinda screwed for her now... not so close to her so not sure what shes gonna do. hm its actually my first time seeing a friend break up... x/

lalalala need to get on with things. haha cya ppl! =)

hi ppl!

haha its been almost a week since i last posted...

hm. i shall make this a short post cos i really should be studying... reading manga is taking up too much of my time...sian.  hm its becoming a really bad habit of mine luh... gah.

hm it feels like i really dun have that much stuff to do. but when i look at it, it seems that it is actually quite time consuming. but i think its not a bad start to the year luh. for one, i have time to do chapter reviews when a teacher finishes teaching a chapter haha. so not bad luh. xD but yea, im becoming slack and abit heck care about alot of things... like not so serious alr. but nat hor, is really putting in her all this year. beginning of the year alr pia-ing lor that girl. scary. but its like her motivation is to get scholarship for uni... apparently aussie unis have alot of scholarships though. especially if u do well in the exams. so yea... for me im kinda still taking it slowly... hahaha.

hm so yea... today my fren came my house. an asked me alot of questions. haha. spent super long la. barely got anything done. which was kinda the reason i din wan to go library for group study today like we did last week. haha. but did do quite alot yesterday i guess. i dunno... x/ but anyways, i can ask her to teach me stuff like how to play chords and stuff. xD so yea. hehe.

ok, that shall be all today. =)
ohoh and happy valentines in advance! =D
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squadmates are the love~ =D

hello people!

hahaha i just realised this is my 51st post xD

hm my mail inbox seems to be full of junk nowadays. but i cant put them in the junk folder cos they're from people i know.. super sian lah. dunno what kind of virus... hope im not spamming people's inbox like that too. xD

anyway, first monday of school today. zz i stayed up till one yesterday finishing hw... xD i slacked too much on sat hahaha. so yea... xD hm couldnt quite wake up at first... xD yea anyways...
math class today was super quiet hahaha. my teacher just changed our seats and then everyone was doing work so it was super quiet. not bad actually. last year there would always be noise... but now, wah. my class people are super efficient sia. which is a good thing. but got pressure sia. must do more at home if not cannot keep up... haha. so yea. im sitting next to this guy... dunno him well. i think he was in my human bio class last year. but my impression of him is that he's very quiet. haha. hopefully ill get to know him better through the year. which would have to la, if not how to be tablemates? xD lolol

hm my heel haven recover yet... dunno if its cos my shoes too new or its that its too tight, but my skin peeled off from wearing it, so these few days im wearing different shoes which are a lot more comfortable. xD. bleh. the left side super yan zhong. never infection la, just taking super long to 'dry up'. right side almost completely heal le... hm hopefully tomorrow will be better...

lalala. thats all people! cya! =D

hello ppl!

so, the first week of school is over. technically its not a week cos its only three days, but aiyah. xD got quite alot of work alr... hm. but ok la. abit sian cos its like cny but no cny feeling. but not too bad la. teachers all quite ok so far. my math class has all these pro china ppl... and a few others who are like really good in math... pressure sia. hahaha. slowly bah. school has barely started man. xD

hm... yesterday daryl talked about Jesus' touch in our lives. he used the story where Jesus healed a leprous man. (technically, in the bible it says that 'leprosy' refers to skin diseases in general). it can be found in mark 1:40-45. yea... its like how even though everyone rejected the leprous man, Jesus reached out and touched him, allowing him to go back into the city. but then because of that, Jesus could not go back into the city. (leprous people are considered unclean and have to live outside of the town/city/watever. so if u touch them u get the same treatment...) so its like how even if everyone rejects us, Jesus can and will touch us and remove our affliction from us. in doing so, he takes our place. Even on the cross. we should have been punished for our sin, but Jesus took our place so that we can be made the righteousness of God through him. His gentleness brings us strength... =) its quite encouraging, and prompts us to seek Jesus' touch in our lives... knowing that when he touches us, we can feel safe and secure... our problems may not disappear overnight, but through him, we can be sure that we can overcome. =) For Jesus has first overcome that we can overcome. =) its a great message. =D

today going friends house for dinner... xD but i dun know anyone there... sianz. aiyah. got here see see bah. xD

ok thats all. bye ppl! =D

hello ppl!

hahaha its chu xi today! but dont really have the festive feel though... xD

the junior from ny and her dad came over for steamboat whee~ haha i should name her lol. natalie's dad did this steamed fish. the sauce super nice. hehe so fun. lol im getting high... hahaha. it is chinese new year after all! although previous years i would be staying up watching the cctv cny celebrations haha. hm. but dun think im staying up today... still got school tmr. lol gonna get alot less angbaos this year... haha

anyways, first day of school today. not bad la. got alot of new ppl. quite a few from sg hehe. made new friends yay. xD hm i think my teachers all not bad. although its quite funny how my chem class only has 5 girls. so its like out of bout 25 ppl, girls only make up one-fifth... xD hm my chem teacher is the guy who wrote one of our textbooks... supposedly that means he's not bad... haha. hm but i have no idea who my econs teacher is... im kinda having second thoughts about taking econs now... seems hard. and like now im reading through my old hc notes to try and prepare myself for econs haha. cos i never take last year mah. hm. hopefully it will be ok. xD

anyways, happy chinese new year again! =D
have a great time ppl! =D

hey guys!

first day of feb... chinese new year eve is tmr... and its my first day of school. sad right! xD hahahaha.

hm there was a birthday party on sat... was doing children's ministry on sun... cant really rmb what else happened during the week... hahaha

hm the petrol pirces have been rising... from like $1.15 per litre liddat to $1.30 now i think... rose quite rapidly. apparently its all cos of the turmoil in egypt. >< still dont really get why it happened though. but from what ive seen on the news, its really scary... i think its something bout the citizens complaining about how the government is influenced by the west. i think theres something about wanting the state to be an islamic state. the only thing im clear about so far is that there are widespread protests and that the army has said that it would not fire at peaceful protesters. according to the news, this shows that the army is backing the public. hm. its causing such chaos now la. >< but interestingly, egypt is one of the 2 arab nations that have a peace treaty with israel. and like when u look at the bible, israelites lived in egypt for awhile and multiplied there, which later caused the pharoah to be afraid, and want to oppress the israelites. later God led them out through moses. hahaha. just happen to be reading that part of the bible now... xD aiming to read through the whole bible hehe xD
anyway yea... hope it will get resolved soon... although it looks like it wont settle unless the president steps down. but this leads to another problem which is who is gonna take over? =/

hm. oh just rmbed, a cyclone passed perth.... thank God! was supposed to strike on sun. but it went past and din hit xD so yea... but queensland jiu can le. barely recovered from the floods and now a big scale cyclone is gonna hit... its like whoa.... x/ i think its category 4. not sure though. but it will wreck havoc for sure... plus the rainy season, the soil there is gonna like be completely wet and soaked... ><

i just dont get why there is so much violence now. so many disasters. so much turmoil. its like its really the end of the world la. x/ sigh. i dont like it. maybe i'll stop watching/reading news so that i wont see/hear of all the bad news around the world. xD
hm i guess the one way forward is to pray about it... hm... yea. =)

hahaha i just realised that cny really coincides nicely with school this year. though its kinda an irony cos before now, cny was holiday season. not saying it isnt here. xD but its like tmr is cny eve, then its the first day of school, where there really isnt much going on, its just everyone coming together again after the hols. like tuan yuan fan liddat xD then chu yi is like the first day we really start studying. like 'officially'. hahahaha lol. nice. xD going out on sat, fishing and crabbing. then after that in the evening going friends house for dinner... xD
not bad ah? xD

hehe k la shall stop here. in case i dont post tmr,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! =D