hi ppl!

second last day of 2010... and one day till i leave singapore again...

abit the emo leh xD as in like i think i haven fully come to terms with the fact that i wont be able to spend so much time with my friends here anymore... =( haiz.
DI camp was really amazing for me. just being with everyone, without thinking about other things but just enjoying God, playing games, was really really nice. it was almost as if i had never left la. like andy said, really a glimpse of heaven i guess, where there are no worries, just brothers and sisters and God's presence all around... hm. haiz. i really want to spend more time with them and all, but its not really possible alr... haiz. oh well. i noe that even if im overseas, theres still the connection and we will always be a part of one big family. God's family. =)

but still, its so sad la... >< having to stay away from everyone... i dunno, but this time feels worse somehow. i guess cos i spent alot of time going out, having fun, but it was all temporary. nothing changes the fact that i will have to go back. but when im here, its like i never left. haiz. and tmr watchnight service... cant meet everyone also. haiz. time passes so fast. oh well. =) i'll be alright. just like before eh? xD

hm dunno what im gonna do tmr leh. countdown? but with who leh? dunno if church having any event or not. but nv say lol. aiyah. ask around bah.

hm been watching kaichou wa maid sama. hahaha i think im a little like the female lead xD like very strong willed, kinda tough, but tends to get confused by stuff regarding emotions xD lolol. not a bad show, but it pretty much is something only girls would like lol.

anyway, that shall be all. xD
bye ppl! =)

hi ppl!

hm first post since coming back to singapore. xD

lets see... DI camp was last fri till monday. best camp of my life! till the next di camp though i guess... xD woohoo! it was awesome! God's presence was so strong... hm without God with us, it would have been nothing... so yea, praise God! =D
hm though to tell the truth,i dont really feel anything. like i know God moved and i know he moved within me as well. but there are still doubts that exist within me. but i know that God the greater and stronger and that if he iis for me, nothing can be against me. but i need to let my brain knowledge support my heart knowledge and vice versa too. i cant rely on just brain knowledge, cos i need to be changed from inside out... =) will take time and effort... hm i dunno luh, but trust God! =D
but still, camp was awesome! its was a time for us to spend time together as DI without worrying about other things like school and work etc. we really had a lot of fun luh. but it also makes me miss them more... =( it made me realise that i still have alot to learn and to gain and that there are alot of things that kinetic could improve on... roar. really gonna mis DI this time... esp ZOE... =(

hm christmas eve now. only about 7 days till im leaving ler... =( oh well. inevitable i guess. but its really sad... =( sigh.
hm my dad's coming tmr. going airport to pick him... then having dinner there.
mm tmr is DI's christmas party! oh yea~ xD going early to help out. xD yay its going to be fun! xD but also very meaningful. =)

hm ok la. shall post another day. =)
bye ppl! =)

hello ppl

whoo my flight is tmr! whee~

hahaha went swimming today. first time in the pool at my house. haha never swim for so long, but can rmb the basics luh. xD hm but i couldnt do the somersault... aiyah. will have other chances to do it luh =)

hm was kinda struggling today. with myself, and who i think i am... mm the honesty thing i guess... xD but yea. grah.

hm watching this anime now. kaichou wa mais sama. hm quite interesting. but not really if u dun like animes bout guy girl relationships. haha. but yea...

hm tmr kidz arise have disney theme... o.O dunno what to wear luh. bleh. oh well.

anyways, cya ppl! =)

hello ppl

hahaha first post in a loooooong time xD
just had my internet reconnected, so... xD

hm lets see. theres been exams for one. which is a major reason why i din post for awhile. then i moved house, so internet got disconnected and was only just reconnected. super slow la. if not i would have posted after my exams finished. but yea lol.

hm theres this friends blog that i find really nice to read. its like alot of the things he posts feel like things that i identify with and stuff. and sometimes its also things that i am going through myself. so yea. mm...

i feel like im going through another phase in my life. hm... i guess it kinda started with a reluctance to admit my weakness. i guess its inbuilt... kinda hard to put here, but its kinda like starting to realise what God's grace really means. and sometimes, a wonder at what im really doing.
i need to read God's word more... like not just read books, but to read God's word and really apply it into my life. hm. maybe i should start opening up more, being more honest with myself and with God. i guess in that way i will only then start to really realise who i am in God, who God meant me to be. hm. true-blue honesty. its going to be tough alright. who likes to start admitting their flaws, even with themselves? sometimes, its like u dont really know urself even... =S but yea.
hm prayer has to be a 2-way communication... still dun really get it though. but pressing on though. but must actively listen as well i guess... =)

mm like i said i just moved house. from a rental property to a premanent house. hahaha found alot of stuff lol. my dad likes to keep alot of stuff. like all the old books and stuff o.O and we cant persuade him to throw it... lol. but anyways. its kinda small though. but ok luh. enough space for everyone, but not for everything. xD

the weather has been really nice recently. not very hot. lol  a cool start to summer xD the lst few days of spring were really hot though. like max of 36degrees. but now i think the max is barely 30degrees bah. something like that. very comfortable. xD

supposed to be getting my report... they send it trough the mail. but haven recieve yet... oh well. my dad is leaving later so yea i guess he will get it for me luh. xD

yay back on mon! hehehehe. ohoh and i wan quiz sleepover! meh. xD

lalalala.
bye ppl! =)