hello ppl!

haha finished abit of my notes... shall do the rest tmr, then touch up on thurs so that i'll be ready by fri. =X

hm there was a new girl in school today. wait there were 2. but only one is in my classes so far. daniella. she transferred from lynwood senior high school. yea. haha quite cool luh. =D
hm its interesting how there are so many ppl coming into rossmoyne. i guess its cause its reputation is so good. hm i guess this yr theres maybe 15 new ppl in our yr. cool. xD

hm... there isnt much actually. hm... yea. the past wk is pretty normal, boring-ish.
its getting warmer though. which is a good thing. a very good thing. xD but i think i like winter more. its like u can keep out the cold but u cant keep out the heat. oh well. the natural course of nature. haha.

hm but i guess ive been thinking alot also bah. just that i cant really rmb much at this point. i guess im kinda shutting down alr. xD

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bleh im doing this really horrible geography inquiry. its like a research report. hm there are like so many factors involved. we have to find the impact of dairying and how it has changed over time. sian luh. oh well. i shall get back to work and finish compiling info before i blog somemore. =)

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hm first day back to school today. xD normal la. it almost felt like there wasn't the 2 wk break in between. haha. had my new chem teacher for the first time today. she seems nice. xD

hm spent yst sorting through stuffs. but i think my stuff is stil quite messy. cos even though they're in drawers, they are placed messily in the drawers. i think i need to spend time tidying up a bit. din really finish my holiday hw. xD but there wasn't much to begin with lor. xD

hm anyway, its really not that bad being back... to begin with, theres a nicer house. xD

i dunno luh. but i kinda feel that this time, i need to really get something going. when i first came, i kinda just focused on trying to make things work. trying to adjust, fit in, to just get through. but now... i think i really need to do things differently le. when i went back, ppl asked me what i did. and my answer was always kinda like nothing. as in seriously, i dun really rmb myself doing anything really productive. i was just cruising along, doing what i needed to do. smth like just the bare essentials. but now, i realise its not enough... i need to do smth productive. smth that will actually come to smth. and not like im wasting my life away. i need to get smth going. i think it was really true how andy was saying that when we have no time, we say we have no time. but when we have time, we choose to do smth else. its really true lor. at least for me. i have so much time. i also know. but somehow, im not really doing anything. i mean, even saying that im spending time watching dramas is doing something and not just wasting time. i think the only really 'productive' thing ive done is read. even then, reading does not neccessarily mean good time usage. hw doesnt count for much... although it contributes to my final mark. but its time that i do something constructive. something that will get me somewhere, instead of just cruising along. something like a challenge i guess. i dun really like the feeling that im wasting my time... haiz.
haha i kinda got something started by setting a timetable for myself. i need to stick to it... i should work harder on my guitar. like actually learning a full song.
and i really should start finishing the books that ppl have gotten for me. like 'Desiring God' and 'God chasers'. i probably have around 4-5 christian books waiting for me to read... i also need to start reading my chinese books la. on one hand i need to keep up my chinese standard, on the other, im going to start chinese school this term, reading is part and parcel of learning.
yea. i need to really discipline myself now. in hc, there wasnt much need for all this. mostly because theres always smth to do. theres always a lecture to prepare for, tutorials to finish, tests to study for, cca to practice for... theres no free time to waste. as in i guess i do waste time, but not alot. because there is definitely smth to do. free time is only cause i dun feel like doing anything... xD i din have to worry about wasting time because im kept so busy! but now, i need to find stuff for me to do, i need to keep myself busy. i guess its kinda good, i guess it will kinda aid my learning. at the same time, i need to be resolved... its very easy to just let myself go and just do watever i feel like doing. hm...

haha. i have this dream... i dream of running for head girl, and becoming head girl. it is a dream, but its something that im willing to work for... i hope to achieve this, but i realise i need to put in quite alot of work to get even near accomplishing it. i need to expand my social circle, i need to start being more proactive... i need to take initiative... yea. hahaha and ill need all the support i can get! xD

hm i just realised i lost my last ny nametag today.... it must have dropped somewhere in rossmoyne... and i have a feeling it dropped even before the hols! sian la. for 4 yrs i din lose a single one of my nametags 'cept for once, and even then i got it back... and then i have to lose both of them the first yr out of ny. bleh.

argh coughing alot. i choked while watching tv, and it seems that im still affected... sian la. oh well...

hm ok thats all.
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heys ppl!

hm the moving ppl came today. they will be coming tmr too... yea. so now theres this pile of boxes in the living room.

hm me is getting quite dark. haha ecp last mon, sentosa last tues and this tues, then basketball yest... hahahaha. when i go back to perth, i think the first thing ppl will say is that im very tanned. xD

heh went back school to play yst... hm the side gate was opened. last time i went back in the afternoon there was also someone to open the gate for me... din have to wait for frens to go open. haha. actually hor, liddat very easy to sneak in one leh. xD hm yea so went back. hoong shao ting had a super big reaction luh. lol. luckily not many ppl at right wing. hm walked around quite abit. so quite a few sj seniors... i kinda dao-ed them. ><
hm then bball with squadmates! yay i like playing with squadmates la. so nice... =) hm but i think never play for very long, so was quite chuan. so our game was quite slow... at least for me. xD hm but was good all the same. was super sunny though. bleh.
hm i think i cannot really perform under pressure. play with squadmates almost every ball also get in. but play with WT's classmate is completely opposite... =X hahaha but WT other way round sia. no wonder u say u need pressure. xD maybe thats why going to aust wont exactly be the best idea for u. xD

hm me dun like ppl emo-ing.... haiz. 有无助的感觉。。。sad la. hm but i guess when we feel like that, we need to change our perspective. to see things in a more positve light. or to look at positive things instead. i mean, its kinda like theres no point complaining about smth esp when theres still more to come... the easiest way to get through jc is prob to maintain a positive outlook, to grin and bear it, to take things in ur stride. hm i shall encourage those around me! =) like wt and angie... =)
JIAYOU! =) i believe in u! =)

hm had a great time with hui ling yst. its always great to have someone u can talk to about most anything. hehe. ;)

hahaha ok la.
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wow smth amazing just happened today... really thank God for this opportunity. really pray that smth will come out of it. HAVE FAITH MAN! =)

hm haha very late alr... going school tmr somemore. haha. but yea kinda awestruck. really awestruck. i mean seriously. when i first typed and sent that email, i really din expect it to lead to what it did. haha expect the unexpected from God man! =) wow. really really thank God. =) God is really great... =)

heh expecting the unexpected... xD and expecting more than i think possible. God can make the impossible happen. =D

cya ppl! =)

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haha so much has happened in the last few days! xD

hm... lets start from when i came back. slept at 5am on sat. xD then woke up at about 10 i think. went for lunch with zoe at 12. lol they were all late la. ate at mos. saw kay yun! =D yep yep. then went di. bleh i din do anything for the event cos i still blur sia. hahahaha. yay lynette accepted Christ, then we had birthday cake! xD went out for dinner.
hm sun nothing much, went for eye exam. heh my degree stable alr, i only neeed to go every 2 yrs. yep.

mon went ecp with squadmates! =D had lunch at subway where we sat for very long eating and writing birthday cards. super nice la! =D then had birthday cake for all the july babies. a very interesting cake which had kaya and butter in it. nice. but laura couldn't join us... =( hm yep then after that we went cycling! yay. bumpy start luh, but after a while i got the hang of it. hehehe. at first cycled at the back. with angie prisci and shao. hahaha we took our own sweet time xD hm stopped at the breakwater near the garden for a while, took pictures. then we cycled on. heh we went like super far luh, going changi that side. but gengyu got a flat tyre. so we had to stop and wait for the person fr the bicycle rental place to come. heh played cards. ;D first time playing bridge after super long lor. oh and thank God that it din rain. =) hm after the guy came and fixed the bike we went back. took pics with squadmates! =D yay then after that we went to watch movie. knight and day. super funny la. super nice too. its like even though its a spy flick but got comedy and romance. very nice.
yay i like being with squadmates. 感觉可以做自己，没有必要隐藏。=D like we can just laugh in the cinema without bothering about other ppl. hm 跟squadmates在一起就是不一样。dunno leh. the relationship is just very different. its like more than just a friendship. really hope that this relationship will last past graduation, last past uni, that we will still meet up even after we have our own jobs, our own families. xD

tues went sentosa with waverly. went to uss. heh had a great time. and got wet. but din get soaked luh. good thing i brought slippers with me, or my shoes would've gotten wet. xD yep yep. it was very hot though. quite sunny. good thing mon wasn't as sunny. or cycling wouldn't have been so fun. xD hehe quite a nice bday present. xD

on wed wasnt feeling well. in the end i spent more than half the day sleeping. then went for prayer meeting at night. yeps. kinda a good thing i slept so much on wed though. so thurs 很有精神。xD yay was quite fun going to school on thurs. although i had to sit through pw, which was boring. xD but pe was super fun. my class quite pro one leh. we played captains ball. haha play until super crazy luh. xD very fun. hm then break, then slack with shao during econs.
haha my teacher (ct) was quite stone. she had like barely any reaction to me going back lor lol. aiyah but it was quite fun going back luh. xD though i wish i couldve done more. i think i shall go back again next week. xD
hm went curry wok to eat, then  i went for peg. lol their reaction damn big one la. xD then i went ny after that. =D went to get o lvl cert, then went to find 林老师and mdm seet. hehehe. 林老师 was a bit shocked to see me cos she knows im studying in perth now. hahaha. then i told her its hols now. xD haha lin lao shi was saying got a lot of ppl go back ny today. hm its so nice to talk to former tachers luh. =D and its super nice being back in ny. super miss the feeling luh. i think its the sense of familiarity bah. hc will never be to me what ny is to me luh. it kinda was like only when i went back to ny then i realised how much i actually miss ny la. =S hahaha wanted to sit in for quiz training if there was, but realised there was only comp training... i think i xiao dao juniors haha. only saw dorothy and willa though. that reminds me, when i was talking to lin lao shi, wingyan saw me then she greeted. bleh. xD hm then went home luh. xD

lalala... hm sometimes being in an old familiar place brings back memories and feelings. kinda sad yet familiar at the same time i guess... i dunno luh. but i think when i left ny, i was feeling kinda sad. =S oh well. maybe i can be back during teachers day. xD

hm having p6 'gathering' on sun. xD then my dad's coming back on sat.

hm thats all.
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heh me is super excited now. ok maybe not really but im quite happy! cos tmr can go back sg le! =D then hopefully squad outing on mon! but before that, got di yay! =D hahaha so many exclaimation marks. xD

hm but before all that, theres still school tmr. hm... i kinda have quite a bit to do. lets see... i need to hand in eng and physics stuffs, then find yr coordinator cos i want to change geog to econs,and i want to check why my english scores are so weird. u know rite, for my english exam i got 73%. but for semester mark, i got 48. can u imagine? and its because i didnt have some of the assignments. but its the same for all my other subs and i got As and 1 B! zz. although its really late... tmr last day of term le... bleh. see what i can do bah...

hm need to plan all my gifts and stuff. giving to those whose b'days are coming or passed while im in perth. xD need to write msgs and stuff hehe.

lol for human bio we're starting on sexual repro... xD forever the most sensitive sub in human bio. and even if u've heard the same thing a few times, it doesnt help when u hear it again. xD watching disturbia for english now. really disturbing. haha. changing chem teacher next term. have i mentioned this? my current chem teacher is retiring tmr. so fr next term new teacher and classroom. the thing here is that each classroom is 'assigned' to a teacher. so lessons with that teacher will more or less take place in that classroom, no matter what year u're in. yea. hm on differentiation for math now. its really easy... wondering why im not doing specialist... but i guess i kinda dun wanna have too many sciency subs bah. oh and next term math lessons will be back with the previous teacher. hm. wonder what he's like. lol liddat i have at least 2 new teachers next term. wow. xD

the weather now is not that bad. but i guess cos im kinda used to it le. haha when i come back from singapore, i may just freeze in the temp's i found ok before! xD

hm ok thats all for now.
bye ppl! =)