hello ppl!

haha i shall first apologise for mia-ing for pretty much the whole wk. xD i wouldn't say that i was busy though... just spending too much time reading then nv do work... in the end kinda chiong at night... so yea, nv use comp. haha lack of time management man. >< and exams are next wk... bleh.

hm. i dunno. recently... been going kinda haywire. bleh. as in i feel im totally not putting effort in the right things. then spending too much time on what doesnt matter. haiz. was reading the leadership book again. then it was talking about time management... and managing opportunities. it made me think. but i dunno. it seems like its not even working. like my self resolve is totally going down the drain! i wonder... x/ hm. i guess i really need to keep tabs on my time. and realise that i cannot do everything and anything i want to. i really need to weigh my priorities. at this point of time, when i have alot less to do, i need to make sure that im clear of what is impt to me, what i want to invest my time in. am i to waste my time doing nothing, or make full use of the time that i have and invest it in things that i value, like relationships. even then, what relationships do i value? friendships? my relationship with God? family? what? and to what extent would i go to invest in it? hm... bleh. maybe i should start by spending time thinking. xD
hm the effects of having too much time to spare... =( maybe its good to be busy... where u know what u have to do and will make sure that u do it, even if it means sleeping later or stuff. haiz.

haha ok other than that... winter is really rainy. its kinda rained all through wed and thurs. like on and off, but persistently through the whole day! haha will have to get used to it.

hm theres supposed to be a dinner and dance on 19june... i think im going... haha. though i still dunno alot of ppl and it'll be akward. bleh. but i guess theres no harm going bah... xD have to get a dress though. and shoes... arghh ma fan-ness. oh well. thats what u expect for going to a formal event... zz

hm... ok i guess that'll be all ppl.
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hello ppl!

hm... it rained super alot today. on and off throughout the entire day la. its not raining now though. maybe all th clouds got blown away or smth. xD but its actually quite nice. nice and cool. the temp is very comfortable. hahaha. according to my geog teacher, its cos of the cold front, causing frontal rain. so yup. hahaha but its really very nice. as long as it doesnt get too cold... xD

the tree leaves are changing colour! red, yellow, orange! haha only just noticed today! super cool la! xD

hm. nidda step up on my studying alr. exams the wk after next... bleh. oh well. thats life luh. xD haven started on anything but math. as in like seriously. although sciences all quite easy to manage luh. but geog... ><

lalalala... have been rethinking things... but seriously, i dunno how it will go. anyway.
哈哈有时喜欢抽象一点。xD

ok. not much to say.
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hello ppl! =D

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WONG WAI TIEM! =D though im not able to be there in person, im sure u felt my well wishes right? xD im so glad for telephones! xD

hm. seems to me that here they dun have many major tests, but have alot of small ones. hm. kinda tiring, but very manageable compared to hc. haha. have to plan for bio investigation on fri... and eng essay on mon... but i guess i have it alot easier. haha. no pw for one. i dunno. gain some, lose some luh.

hm... i dunno. im kinda like in a sombre mood rite now. lol whenever i type things like this, i end up feeling that i am very ridiculous. x/ haha. oh well. i dunno why leh. its just a feeling lor. hm. i need refueling. haha. i just read this in habitudes. how we all need to refuel, through ppl who will add to u and not take away from u, making u feel even worse. it can be like super close friends, or leaders/mentors. haha xD

hm... ok la. thats all.
bye ppl! =)

hello ppl!

haha hm i realised that i can never fail to be amazed by God's love, his grace, what he did on the cross for me. realising how unworthy i really am... but all the more grateful for his grace. nothing but grace could have led to our forgiveness.
the video that darryl showed yst really summarised everything. how no matter how many good deeds we have done in our lifetime, we are never good enough for heaven. but when we accepted Jesus into our life, Jesus stepped in for us and cleansed our sins. no matter how many bad things we have done, when we accepted Jesus into our life, we are forgiven of it all and are good enough for heaven. and only because Jesus died on the cross for our sins. indeed, Jesus is the one and only way. he is the only human who ever led a sinless life. and he died on the cross for me. he did nothing wrong, yet he was condemned. for me. for mankind. how amazing is that? amazing grace indeed. =) haha xin fu gan =D

hm a new friend came to cell yst. apparently she came one week before i did. hm then shes staying with one of the guys in cell cos a friend of their friend intro-ed them. lol. shes from malaysia, and apparently she was primary school classmates with one other guy in cell. tong zhuo somemore. such a small world. lol. yep yep had a great time yst talking to her. and another girl called wendy who used to go to another church, but is now coming fcc i think. shes quite new too... so yea.
hm its kinda hard to make friends in kinetic. as in i think its cos everyone has their own cliques alr. although it almost as if everyone knows almost everyone else. hm. but yea. its like u can stand by urself on one side and no one will care. yea... oh well. but yea, still ok so far i guess. prob gonna get better... hopefully. =)

hm youth alpha is really quite good. although its kinda like stuff that i know/heard before, its still good hearing it again fr someone else. and discussing it with new ppl. yea. quite fruitful. and im made to think about the issues again,which i may not have thought about for quite long. so yea. =) i guess this is part of remembering what God has done for me in my life. =)

school aint that bad so far. lets see... i have first and last periods on mon off cos of my period zeros. then bio trial test on mon, respiratory test on tues. HAHA i dissected a sheeps heart yst! xD but it was like super fatty. yuck. worse than the pigs heart last time. quite fun all the same. xD hm yeps. geog was crap luh. still kinda considering what subs to take... sian. its kinda between staying with geog, or switching to econs or chinese. hm...

its getting colder here. i dun think its winter yet though. although some ppl are like its winter alr. but apparently the lowest temp today morning was 2.5 degrees. which prob means that winter would be even colder. hahaha my toes turned blue and swollen yst. cos i was wearing sandals... haha. but it was ok after warming up again. now the highest temp is round 20degrees le. xD

hm should go slp le. tomorrow still got church. =)
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hi ppl

bleh its late. i seriously need to do smth bout my time management... >< i still haven finish my geog thingy... sian. im really getting totally sian diaoed la. bleh. oh well. still got biblio to do.

lalala. got physics back. 28.5/30. =D thank God! =D never really expected to do so well. i was like just aiming for 75%. haha.

hm... currently not in the mood to post... haha. oh well. prob sat bah since theres kinetic tomorrow. youth alpha. its always interesting to discuss smth that u know u know. cos u never know what may come out of it. =)

yay half day tomorrow. but got the geog thingy... sian la. oh well. xD

bye ppl! =)

hello ppl.

whew my first post after starting school and all. so i guess its time for a detailed 'report'. xD

hm where should i start? how bout church first.
ok. so im going to faith community chuch rite now. their youth group is called kinetic. cool rite? =D hm but im kinda still getting used to it. as in not so much bout fitting in and all. its a predominantly asian church, which is why ppl go there and intro others to there i guess. yep. so its easy to fit in. no sticking out like a sore thumb just cos ur asian. but again, its not so easy to get used to. there are those pangs of homesickness u know? esp in kinetic. i guess its cos its such a far cry from what di was. in di, everyone knew everyone else, and it was alot less toned down compared to here. here, theres a whole culture change. everyone is like loud, somewhat crazy. haha. although its not so apparent during cell time, which is kinda good i guess. but yea. i really need to get used to it. but its not so bad, once i rmb that well, di is not kinetic, kinetic is not di. its 2 different things. which makes it easier cos when i start comparing the 2, thats when all the heart pain comes in. >< but yea. im changing my mindset, and it helps me too. =)
oh oh and i met a ny junior at church! amazing rite? and she went with me to taiwan last yr! xD she migrated here last yr. lol she was like i dont want to do sec 4. xD its so cool meeting someone u actually know know here! =D

hm ok school. hm u shld know by now, im taking chem, human bio, physics, geog, math and english. i just had a physics test and a bio trial test today. had chem last wk. did quite well in it managed a 90%. yay. =D most all of the subs ive covered before. so far, except for nuclear physics which im doing rite now, the topics im doing now are ones ive done before. hm its like if u study up to sec4 in sg, u pretty much have no prob coping with the syllabus here. hm... but they have a whole different way of testing. they require more thought to go into answering the ques. which is something i have to get used to. currently, i do get kinda confused sometimes. geog is the one where i need to work abit harder (although im kinda lazy... ><) i dunno... i may end up changing it to chinese... i dunno luh. >< hm but yea. exams are coming soon. 31may is my first paper. till 9june i think. somewhere round there. really need to put in some effort for math too. >< i have 10 chapters to cover! sigh. aiyah. liddat luh. yup yup.
oh and im like a year older than most yr11s! they are all like '94, while me and a few others are '93. bleh. which is kinda weird though. cos the equivalent of j1 is yr11 here. but the age is totally weird. dun geddit. aiyah. but anyway, if i go yr12, its risky cos i wont have enough scores for TEE(kinda like As). cos i think ppl will look at yr 11 scores de. though it wont affect my final score for TEE though. but yea. safer to start fr yr11. i missed 1 term alr anyway.
hm there are really alot of asians in my school. not very cure, but at least 30%. which is quite good. yep yep. theres a few other singaporeans that i know so far. oh oh and theres another girl called yin! =D damn cool cos ive never known anyone else with my name before! xD haha oh man i have so much to say! xD

aiyah shall stop about school. haha. i wish there were someone to play basketball or smth with me though. i feel super unhealthy now... >< haha.

hm ok... im currently staying in willetton. in a place super near my school. walking everyday now. 'cept for days where i have period 0s and mommy thinks its too cold to walk. haha. its like taiwan now. in terms of temp. but i tell u, i really think that ang mohs are really more resistant to cold. their like wearing shorts, super-mini skirts and all. some arent even wearing jumpers/jackets yet! o.O not used to it... xD yep yep.
hm here everything is alot more dispersed. u cant expect to find shops at ur doorstep lo. oh well. not that bad luh.

hm oh and its kinda hard to find good chinese/singaporean/asian food here. i went to 2 where it was so oily i cant take it. haha. but the good thing about being in around many asians is that u are quickly introduced to places where u can find pretty good asian food. and yea, not that bad. i do still miss s'porean food though. xD

phew. finally reached the end. xD shall stop here. still have work to do. xD
bye ppl! =D