rawr i feel so constipated now. sigh. not constipated constipated lol xD

just... sigh. i wanna follow my heart. i wanna do what i wanna do. but somehow, my dad is kinda like 'discouraging' me... >< i dont know if its a good thing or not. its like... im thinking of doing a double degree-ish thing. lol cos they dont call it double degree anymore. but basically its double major, with two majors from different faculties. xD i guess its like im still not really willing to 'specialise' and just focus on science. i just dont really want to... xD
i wanna go into teaching. but my dad is kinda like u shouldnt... not immediately after i get my degree. sigh. i dont really know. i feel like im not being allowed to pursue what i wanna do. but then again... it may be really good advise i guess... i dont know la. sigh

uni applications open alr... so hard to choose! the fact that u prob have to 'specialise' in something... i dont know leh. i want to keep learning as much as i can. lol. dont wanna stop learning a certain thing i guess. >< dont know la. and so many places to apply to as well. >< haha in general i know where i want to apply to, but right now... i just hate making choices la. thats it. plain and simple. =/ i like to keep my options open. but in uni... and later in life... it may not be a good thing. ><
pray for me... =]