hey ppl

just had a friends birthday dinner. well 2 of them really. a couple. their birthdays happen to be 2 days apart, so today is in the middle... lol. had jap food. really nice. xD anyway, really tired now... xD
wants to go to sleep. xD

mm anyways, a few days ago somethings happened. shant go into details, but yea... i totally made quite a big mistake. said things i shouldnt have said. almost lost a few friends... =/ but its more or less settled now. =) just that i guess the way they think of me wont be the same anymore. sigh. but yea.

been talking to someone. and he's like all 'dont trust anyone'. i have a feeling though, that what he really means is 'dont trust me'. lol. but yea. i dont know la. sometimes i feel like i cant even trust myself. like u dont really know what ur doing and stuff. like even though ur supposed to know urself, u dont really. its just a feeling i get sometimes. like u dont get why ur feeling the way u do. like ur head says it doesnt matter, but ur heart says it does. and it all doesnt make sense. =S

heh just 'rediscovered' jeansbeans.tumblr
she stopped for quite a few months. haha love her doodles man. super cute and very meaningful too. xD

mm ok la. jiayou guys! =D