hey ppl!

meh tired. haha. first week of hols gonna be over soon... ><

went for paces program today. its this program for students who scored well in yr11. i got it for human bio, chem and physics... xD mm today din do very much... just kinda went through some past exam questions, and got a few practice papers. mm he went through some of the topics we are examined on too... haha he had us try to make questions of our own. so like based on an article, we make our own set of questions. pretty cool. xD

mm my dad came back on wed. lol. did i mention that he went to china for 2 weeks? yea... xD mm i drove to pick him up, but he took so long at customs i kinda just went to sleep on the back seat and din wait all the way... lol.

hm havent done anything much this hols. not yet at least. need to do work today... and start studying! if not wont have enough time for everything... ><
hahahaha i went orange picking the other day though. yay. quite fun, a new experience luh. learnt the proper way of plucking oranges! xD

need to continue trusting, continue holding on to God's word, not to worry, not to feel oppressed/pressurized by my circumstances... i dont know what my future holds. and im scared. up till my exams, i can have a plan. but after that? uni? applications will open soon. what am i going to do? i know what i want to do. but the way things are panning out, it looks like God has other plans for me... i dont know. i really dont know. and it makes me tired. but i know that i need to look to God. just really focus on Jesus. 
" lean not on your own understanding, but in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." psalms


Father, im gonna hold onto the promises you have for me. "for you know the plans you have for me, plans to prosper me and not to harm me. plans to give me a hope and a future." i will keep holding on. i will press on in this race. in all i do, remind me of your love, your faithfulness, your promises. you are the everlasting God. and i will hold on. =)
because you first loved me, i can love.
because you were faithful, i can be faithful.
because you were obedient, i can be obedient.
because you were humble, i can be humble.
because you died for my sins, i can live.
and i will. =)


my father in heaven, hallowed be your name.
your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.
give me today my daily bread, and forgive me my sins as i forgive those who sin against me.
lead me not into temptation, but deliver me from the evil one.
for the kingdom, the power and the glory are yours, now and forever. 
AMEN


=)