hey people!

meh exams over but still have quite a few tests and stuff on... oh well. will be having human bio tests almost every fri till the end of term... and have period zeros too... ><

haha been feeling abit messed up recently. like i dont really know what im doing alr. sometimes i feel like im a little crazy. =/ i dont know leh... its like i dont really know where to go, what to do anymore. sigh. sometimes i just feel like im working too hard for nothing. well not that ive really been working super hard for my studies... but well... xD just that its like i dont really know myself. sometimes, you wonder if what ur feeling is really what you're feeling or if its just something thats induced by someone else/the surroundings. what is real and what isnt? you never really know... and i guess its kinda messing me up. i dunno. i guess im just really lazy and cant be bothered sorting things out, just letting them settle themselves. lol. but yea, i am lazy... =/

meh i really dont know luh.

hm i finally got back my econs results. lol. 81%. not bad heh. =D overall average is 80. yay. not bad for first year at econs. lol. but i think i work alot better at logical reasoning. so my econs is scoring better than my geog did last year... xD but yea. logical reasoning is totally my thing. so sciences suit me better than arts. xD i guess thats the way im wired. i think in a way, i try to make everything nice and neat and logical. i guess thats why sometimes emotions dont make sense to me. cos u simply cant take emotions and pack them into neat little packages. haha. maybe thats why sometimes i feel im abit emotionless. in that i treat everything in a logical manner and simply dont react to certain things cos i dont see the sense behind it. haha. i guess im pragmatic too... xD
lol reminds me how i took a personality again the other day. im still a INTJ... xD apparently INTJ is really rare... haha. but anyway, was reminded of the explanation of the INTJ personality. haha im more intuitive than feeling. i guess thats why i can sometimes tell whats going on without people actually telling me about it. cos i kinda just pick up the signs and put things together. lol. but yea... its a pretty cool personality if u ask me xD

hahaha ok luh. still need to study for human bio tmr...
bye ppl! =)