hello ppl!

haha sorry never post for so long xD

just had ball last fri! it was soo fun xD hehe heaps of photo-taking and dancing and good food xD. yay. hm so like i spent the night before doing my nails and finishing alterations to my dress. slept round 3 xD. then next day, finished my nails, then went jasmine's house at like 11. tried out my makeup. she wanted to do a smokey eyed look. but it was too much for me... xD so yea. i ended up with the look u see in my photos. xD mm anyways, we waited till like 3 cos jasmine had someone come in to do her makeup and hair. so we had lunch at her house, then kinda just waited around till she was done. then me and michelle got started on our own stuff. it was really rushed... not enough time zz. but we got everything done in the end. then the guys and the rest of the people came over. xD took some photos with our limo, then went kings park to take more photos. lol there were like 4 schools having their ball on that day. what a joke! xD so like kings park was filled with limos la. o.O there were so many different limos lol. limo van, bus, vintage... xD was quite cool. lol our heels were like poing holes in the ground. i was like we're helping to aerate the grass xD lol. yepyep then we went to hyatt! everyone was so pretty man. haha. loved it. though some photos were bad (-.-), but it was still so much fun. lol apparently there was a strip competition for the guys. then like i went into the ballroom just in time to see this shirt flying in the air. then i was like o.O whats going on. but yea. saw pictures of it later. there was this guy who wore a g string apparently lol. first time ive ever really seen it happen. xD mm anyway, i think the highlight was really picture taking and dancing. loved it. at one point i was running from taking pictures with one group to another. xD anyways, yea. reached home round 1. still had chinese the next day. went late though. supposed to start at 9, but i went at 11.30 xD
lol couldnt stop thinking about the ball for like the next 2 days xD din do anything on sat... though i uploaded my photos xD hehe so sat was just pretty much wasted xD
had a chem test on mon though... had to wake up early somemore. sian. but anyway, still made it xD got 48/50 hehe. but lol, alot of ppl were half dead on mon. esp ppl who went for after parties. lol. but yea. loved it through and through =D

mm now its like have to get down to business le. with studies, music and ministry... changing piano teacher now. cos my parents are dissatisfied with my previous teacher. though she's really nice. but yea. wont be taking grade 8 exam this yr... too rush le. my time management isnt say very good too... so yea. lol waitiem we're in the same boat xD mm but i guess i have to really reconsider what i wanna do with my music. like i dont intend to do anything big with my music. i do intend to play in music ministry though. so yea. taking grade 8 exam... i guess is just a way of showing how far ive gotten with my music. its really just a cert i guess. not really sure if its worth it now though. but i for sure wont be taking the exam this yr at least. yea.

mm been in a bit of a whirlwind these days. messed up, distracted... bleh. just quite luan la. but getting better luh. hm i guess its been a bit of a struggle recently. like knowing where im going, what i want to do. sometimes, u just wanna sit there and stone and not think about anything. or just not do anything. it can be really tiring. sigh. but yea... its abit sian luh. lol. i feel like im just jumping from thing to thing. like not really focusing on anything in particular. i guess its kinda those times when u feel like u've accomplished something big and dunno what to do next after its over. experienced it quite a few times in the past i guess. like ur relieved that its over, but u dunno what to do after that. oh wells. xD


 im in a fight not physical,
 im in a war, but not with this world.
you are the light thats beautiful, 
and i want more, i want all thats yours.


joy unspeakable that wont go away,
and just enough strength to live for day.
and i'll never have to worry what tmr will bring,
cos my faith is on solid rock, 
im counting on God.


=)