hey everyone.

bleh. feeling really sad and depressed right now. =(

cell was quite horrible today. the guys were like just joking around and showing no respect for my cell leader and like all the girls around. they were like throwing perverted jokes around and stuff. it was so... gah. i cant stand it. why cant they like just show some basic respect? as i dont want them to feel that they need to restrict themselves when they are in church, like that there is a need to behave all prim and proper in church, but still! there needs to be some basic respect right? u dont just anyhow throw around inappropriate stuff and make lewd comments right? roar. what on earth la. but im really glad for my cell leader. like she was able to stay in control, to stay focused and finish what she was intending to do... i dont know. but it was quite disturbing and stuff. like indirect sexual harrasment. >< only like 3 guys were behaving themselves more. though one was kinda also the butt of the jokes... >< rawr. it was just really disruptive. haiz. talking about serious things, then they are still joking around... gah. it wasnt funny lor please! bleh. i think i was almost at breaking point, though i dont think i would really like explode, but still, i needed to tell myself to chill abit xD cos it was really getting on my nerves. humph. where have all the gentlemen gone to? xD but yea. it was really over the top la. like they showed no signs of stopping... >< it kinda ruined what cherie was like gonna tell us and stuff. haha. but yea. i hope the message got through... and that next time cell would be better... though perverted guys aren't exactly gonna chase me away la, but you know... x/

ha. glad to get that off my chest. =x

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