hello ppl
hahaha first post in a loooooong time xD
just had my internet reconnected, so... xD
hm lets see. theres been exams for one. which is a major reason why i din post for awhile. then i moved house, so internet got disconnected and was only just reconnected. super slow la. if not i would have posted after my exams finished. but yea lol.
hm theres this friends blog that i find really nice to read. its like alot of the things he posts feel like things that i identify with and stuff. and sometimes its also things that i am going through myself. so yea. mm...
i feel like im going through another phase in my life. hm... i guess it kinda started with a reluctance to admit my weakness. i guess its inbuilt... kinda hard to put here, but its kinda like starting to realise what God's grace really means. and sometimes, a wonder at what im really doing.
i need to read God's word more... like not just read books, but to read God's word and really apply it into my life. hm. maybe i should start opening up more, being more honest with myself and with God. i guess in that way i will only then start to really realise who i am in God, who God meant me to be. hm. true-blue honesty. its going to be tough alright. who likes to start admitting their flaws, even with themselves? sometimes, its like u dont really know urself even... =S but yea.
hm prayer has to be a 2-way communication... still dun really get it though. but pressing on though. but must actively listen as well i guess... =)
mm like i said i just moved house. from a rental property to a premanent house. hahaha found alot of stuff lol. my dad likes to keep alot of stuff. like all the old books and stuff o.O and we cant persuade him to throw it... lol. but anyways. its kinda small though. but ok luh. enough space for everyone, but not for everything. xD
the weather has been really nice recently. not very hot. lol a cool start to summer xD the lst few days of spring were really hot though. like max of 36degrees. but now i think the max is barely 30degrees bah. something like that. very comfortable. xD
supposed to be getting my report... they send it trough the mail. but haven recieve yet... oh well. my dad is leaving later so yea i guess he will get it for me luh. xD
yay back on mon! hehehehe. ohoh and i wan quiz sleepover! meh. xD
lalalala.
bye ppl! =)
~Even when darkness surrounds, I will trust in YOU~