hello ppl!

haha i shall first apologise for mia-ing for pretty much the whole wk. xD i wouldn't say that i was busy though... just spending too much time reading then nv do work... in the end kinda chiong at night... so yea, nv use comp. haha lack of time management man. >< and exams are next wk... bleh.

hm. i dunno. recently... been going kinda haywire. bleh. as in i feel im totally not putting effort in the right things. then spending too much time on what doesnt matter. haiz. was reading the leadership book again. then it was talking about time management... and managing opportunities. it made me think. but i dunno. it seems like its not even working. like my self resolve is totally going down the drain! i wonder... x/ hm. i guess i really need to keep tabs on my time. and realise that i cannot do everything and anything i want to. i really need to weigh my priorities. at this point of time, when i have alot less to do, i need to make sure that im clear of what is impt to me, what i want to invest my time in. am i to waste my time doing nothing, or make full use of the time that i have and invest it in things that i value, like relationships. even then, what relationships do i value? friendships? my relationship with God? family? what? and to what extent would i go to invest in it? hm... bleh. maybe i should start by spending time thinking. xD
hm the effects of having too much time to spare... =( maybe its good to be busy... where u know what u have to do and will make sure that u do it, even if it means sleeping later or stuff. haiz.

haha ok other than that... winter is really rainy. its kinda rained all through wed and thurs. like on and off, but persistently through the whole day! haha will have to get used to it.

hm theres supposed to be a dinner and dance on 19june... i think im going... haha. though i still dunno alot of ppl and it'll be akward. bleh. but i guess theres no harm going bah... xD have to get a dress though. and shoes... arghh ma fan-ness. oh well. thats what u expect for going to a formal event... zz

hm... ok i guess that'll be all ppl.
bye! =)